i'm here somewhere.

Hello to anyone that reads this. 

Just wanted to update you all to let you know that I'm not dead I'm just sad.

My emotions have been all over the place lately so I have been trying to find a flow that works. I have been trying to get in a workout every day. While also trying to work on a system for my gastritis without taking my medicine. Mainly cause I wanted to give blood which I successfully did on Thursday. Working out helps a lot but I have just been drained. I guess it doesn't help that I have been cleaning my house like a crazy person. I think once I get it settled and saged I will feel better. 

Honestly, I'm just rambling at this point. That's how my mind is working these days which is why I haven't been able to put together a  damn legit post. 

Are you ever just sad but there isn't really a  reason?  That's where I am. Sometimes there are reasons but sometimes It just hits me. My head hurts and I've been trying to form plans and fix things on my side. Plus I'm working as a recruiter for my job now and there isn't any real downtime between things like there is when I take phone calls. Also, I'm thinking of getting a  2nd job. I got bills to pay.

So please forgive me if I'm not posting. I'm just going through some shit. Also, I have been thinking about doing a writing challenge I found on Pinterest so shit may start getting weird. 

Thank you for reading and Good Vibes to you and yours.