Tuesday Musings-4/27-21
Hello,
I’m just wanted to make a list of some random musings I’m having right now with life.
The ADHD medication is working. However, I do find myself getting frustrated if I set my sights on a task then get derailed on it. I have been getting OCD as a side effect.
Also as the day goes on my brain starts shutting down which is good cause it means I’m tired at night and want to go to sleep instead of being up most of the night and getting very little sleep before work.
I’m in a really good place with this blog and Cooking with a Side of Murder. Since I have been able to just crank out a lot of content for the past week.
I kinda want to quit my job for various reasons
They burned me and I’m still salty about it. I know I shouldn’t be but I’m losing money cause of this.
The reason I got demoted was cause I was following the information in the knowledge base we use. Which that one was just updated last week but not to clarify what I got dinged for. I also did send an appeal to HR and it’s not been responded to.
I realized that I will have worked here for 7 years in September and in that time I have only gotta $2 pay increase.
I started at $9, then I got a raise for being a supervisor which when they increased the pay to $10 I got a 10 cent raise.
Then I got a raise to I think $10.25 and they move the pay to $11. This is for me taking phones call.
I’m pissed about that. I make $2 more being training so I have gone from my $13 an hour most of the year to make $11 for the next 6 months.
The old job that I left for this one is currently paying $13 for new hires and it’s less work.
Also when they demoted me they told me my hours would stay the same but they have changed them for at least 1 day a week to a later time. I know if I email them and complain they are just going to come back with some you have a 12 hr window shit which just isn’t true.
I do appreciate that we have been slow the past week so that I could work on this between calls. BTW, this has not in any way distracted me from my job. The moment the phone rings I stop working on this.
Also, I talk to a lot of older customer’s and I love talking to them cause they are so sweet.
I think all in all I’m just mad cause I’ve been here so long and I get paid the same as everyone else taking calls. Like I should be making more money right?
I think I just need a change of pace. I don’t know.
I haven’t made any art in the past 2 weeks. I was cranking out a lot of stuff then just stopped I have some stuff I need to finished and some ideas I need to start before they leave me.
I didn’t want to work out for about 2 weeks but my tonsils were inflamed so that was the cause of that. They are actually currently inflamed but I have to see the doctor for a follow-up tomorrow so I’m going to tell him.
I need to schedule my Covid Shot.
Book at Hotel for Riot Fest in September.
Clean my god damn house completely. It’s all I want to do but where I work during the day i don’t want to do it afterward. Well, I do stuff on my lunch but I want to do more. I need to make myself do it.
I really just wanna research unsolved murder cases all day and try and solve one.
Ok now that I got that out of my system and into the universe. I’m gonna shut this laptop and force myself to reread this book so I can write a proper review of it.
