Fuzzy on the Inside

Oh hello,

I have been in a strange place the past week.

My brain is delayed in processing sometimes so I’m trying to have trouble focusing. I don’t think it’s my medication doing it I think a lot of it is my sinus where the weather is all over the place. Also My vertigo is in and out right now. I haven’t been able to sit down and actually type anything cause of it. I have sat here and looked at my drafts and just don’t feel like it. A lot of them are makeup things which I haven’t done my makeup in like 2 weeks or a lot in the past couple of months. So it is hard to form words for some of them.

Honestly I think it’s just my brain is exhausted. I’m trying to eat better, exercise more, clean and purge my house. I think my anxiety and panic brain is in overdrive which is making me lose sleep just overthinking things. I just haven’t been in the mood to create. I have a lot of ideas in my heads just not sure how to execute them. On top of that, I’m trying to read more. So it’s been a process.

I’m ok just fuzzy on the inside.