Stop Chasing Boys and Get someone to like one of your Videos

Do you ever have weird dreams?

I have some wild ones sometimes that make no sense. I use to keep a dream journal and document them all but I have misplaced it somewhere. So I decided to write it here. Cause I fucking can.

I woke up an hour before my alarm because of a dream I was having that I can’t really remember the full details of now I do know that I and someone I don’t know were trying to track down something. I think it was the best place to do business. I do not know.

I do remember at the end of the dream my Aunt walking up to me saying “Hi Baby” as she always did then telling me they were leaving and to “Stop Chasing Boys and Get Someone to like one of your videos”. My Aunt died in August so it’s nice of her to know I’m in a strange place and come tell me something I need to hear.

So I deleted my Dating apps which I haven’t even been doing anything on just swiping left on all the rednecks who want an unvaccinated woman that they can try to control. Sorry, that’s not me. I will punch you in the throat. Honestly, the only reason I am on there is cause I feel like it’s wrong to be alone and it’s not. I need to be alone right now.

I’m fucking tired of pouring myself into everyone else’s cups. I’m exhausted. I have to focus on myself right now and get some shit done. I’m not happy. I have to be selfish for a bit.

I will update here with things and see if I can create more content.